Thrilling...hmmm Netball...

Heart paces around the netball court...or as it feels like. Mind is blank..but to only think about what instinctively you have to do...

This is my life.

Every Saturday.

I have ...

the thrilling...

Netball.

It takes so much energy out of me - that by the end I am like a tomato..forget like I AM a tomato !!

What I Miss...

What I miss...I miss how in the holidays I never had to do homework...I never had to sit down for hours to study or always forget to play music...

I miss the days...when I would always sing Taylor Swift songs, like she was my sister, my favourite singer ever...or maybe even earlier than that - Hilary Duff - I used to love her ! Always used to watch her on TV and sing those songs...

I remember my first performance as a child..I made mistakes...I clapped my hands..not caring what others thought of me...what I looked like...but sincerily knowing what I was doing and who I was..

I miss waking up in the mornings and sitting down and spilling hot chocolate on my new pajamas..I miss those days...life was always a mystery...never knew what I was going to do...always knew I loved singing and dancing...but little did I know..

Little did I know..that I would ever play music..that it would turn into my life...I discovered that I've been playing those instruments for more than five years now...five great years of my life... discovering more about who I am and want to be..

I miss those keyboard lessons I would go to at school every Monday morning...when I knew Monday-Itis but always tried to fight it...and what about those Fridays ??? If I remember correctly.. those jump jam sessions...I would dance my life out...because I knew I'd never get those years back..that one day in my heart I would MISS those days...where a smile was a genuine one...I remember those guitar lessons I'd go to Geordie for - with Shania my best friend...those were the days...the days I would love to just go back to - even just for a day...where life was so much different...

and thats what life is all about...living in the moments..being yourself and not caring about what others think of you...and then you grow up ... missing those days because now youre confused...BUT REALLY youre just sick and tired of doing homework...so you sit on your blog writing random shizzlepuff just to take your mind off that reading response you have no idea how to do - thats due when you come back to school...and then what...just to find out there is MORE homework...

Oh how I miss the old days greatly...

but then again...life IS what you make of it...


especially when you're standing ... in the     SPOTLIGHT

nice line right ;) made it up mahself brah :0 haha

and also


When a world is full of black and white ♫♫MUSIC♫♫ is the colour :D

also made that up too  xx

So .. I also miss the days when I would come home quickly JUST to watch Spongbob on TV...and then I'd always get refreshments too just for the extra intenseness of weird yellowness on the screen...

So that is a bit...about what I miss...

Love from your tired but enjoying life galpal

>!@#$%^&*() Torz )(*&^%$#@!>

Have a great day x

I Moustache You A Question :P

Haee x I MOUSTACHE you a question coz imma b super bored :D haha soz

Hey

Hii! Its the end of the first week of the holidays :/ went pretty fast woo I've been working for my mum :D yay lol a lottt off work ! Wooo! BUT worth it :D :D

Yahpp :D x

Have fun - i miss seeing my friends ! I've only hanged out with one ! in this holidays ! :/

Anyway ! :D Life goes on ! Life is what you make of it :D

Happy Days are HERE to stay

>!@#$%^&*() Torz )(*&^%$#@!

Thank you everybody - and hae I still dance hardout even when im NOT meant to ... hmm the show... hmm .. oh well its something i have that will stick with me forever ! i cant change it ! oh well :D

LIFE GOES ON

School Show !

I'm in the school show !! We performed a preview of it last night !! " Footloose" !! haha it was so much fun!! Doing the second show tonight ! I can't wait  !!

I used to always talk about being up on stage - the feeling - the intenseness

But I never really lived it. I always talked about it.. but never lived it,..weird right ? I mean how can someone talk about something they havent even been though...maybe it was the idea of it.. the intensity and thrill of seeing others enjoy it..maybe I just had to see what it was..and to actually be able to feel it is incredible. I love being on stage. Certainly my second home. Oh Ehm Gee.

Facebook me if you want to see it :D

Thank you Torzinators for everything ! I love you !!

>!@#$%^&*( Torz)(*&^%$#@!>

BTW performing is tiring .. I have to buy energy drinks and lollies to keep me up..also drink coffee and eat bannanas :P

the only reason why I eat bananas is because I need energy - THAT IS THE ONLY REASON..

Okay I better get going !! lol I'm gonna Break A Leg ;) Tonight ! haha we ALL ARE !!

Byee !! OMG !!

Photoshop Test

I had to do a photoshop test for Performing Arts at school..

I did it on how the world is a dark place without music...as in ... I made up this line THAT I JUST LOVE !!!! OMG its sah cool! haha

When a world is full of black and white, MUSIC is the colour.

Isnt that beaut ? x

haha I got excellence on that assignment !! haha I don't know why actually but anyway haha :D

I love my class too :D we are weird ! But I love it !

Thank You x

~!@#$%^&*() Torz )(*&^%$#@!

School Show

Hello :D I have great news coming up :D The school show !! It is Footloose and if you want to know more about it - please message me and find me on facebook :D

Haha :D I am in the chorus singing...occasionally dancing...I have to act as well..

I love performing :D it is so fun!! I am seriously this brand new person when I step out into a new world ! Its unpredictable...unknown to a few...full of surprises...OMG it sounds like Im saying my speech to you :D

My speech was on - the origins of performing in my life and family- ( well it was origins and I picked performing :P )

It is my life !! Music !! Dance !! Drama !! Stage ! Art !

Anyway if you want to know more about the party :P talk to ma on fb :D

Thank you - and heyy Im really really sorry I haven't blogged in AGES !! I have been SO busy with rehearsals and shizzlepuff ( in fact ... soon I have to go to yet ANOTHER 5 hour rehearsal ! ( dress rehearsal )

But ya know :D That's what you have to do if you want to be happy :

- Work Hard
- Be Yourself

lol all of that shizzlepuff haha :D SHIZZLEEEEPUFFF omg such an amazing word like totes.. LOL

Thankyou for everything I LOVE YOU :D :D

lol Torzinators !! xxxx

~*** Torz ***~

^^ ( like old days ) ^^

And like Dev.....

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